its gone really quite on here
Getting over MJ’s death no doubt 
I’ve been a bit more quieter than usual as I’ve been moving countries, job hunting and the like!
was hard busy that week end…
I’m still here:D
yeah, im finishing a remix, so im kinda stressed trying to pump it out.
I’m here, just unemployed with a shifted focus 
I can’t get my brain to even think music when I don’t have any money coming in…
Raymond
[quote]raymondsar (6/30/2009)[hr]I’m here, just unemployed with a shifted focus I can’t get my brain to even think music when I don’t have any money coming in…
Raymond[/quote]
i feel ya dude, been unemployed since December. its hard to get the head into gear.
been working hard on remixes and bootlegs hard to get on here as much as id like but i keep popping back and forth 
I’m sure it’s worse in other places, but we have 12% unemployment here in California. Which means here in Los Angeles where there’s 14 million people, there’s about 1.5 million people without jobs. Double that to get the actual number of people applying. I went into a restaurant the other day to appy. I filled out an application and was told to go sit over by the bar to wait for an interview. This made me happy as I though maybe this was it, AM I ABOUT TO GET A JOB!!! Then I looked around and noticed that there were about 20 or so people sitting in the same area I was, obviously waiting on the same thing. Then about 20 minutes went by, at this point there were no less than 50 people waiting for an interview. I finally get my interview 30 minutes after waiting, with a disgruntled kitchen manager mind you. He starts off by telling me how his interview process works making sure that I understand up front that he’s the boss. Then tells me after his little introduction that if I don’t hear back from them within 24 hours, then it’s a definite NO! WTF! None the less, I suffered through the interview only to not be called back. If I ever see you in the street Matthew the Kitchen Prick! Anyhow, to top, I’ve sent my resume to no less than 250 people since my unemployment. I have only received a handful of phone interviews. I have yet to actually put on a suit and meet anyone at their office…
I can tell you this. I know it’s bad everywhere, but I can’t f’ing believe how crazy it is out there trying to find a job. I am applying for jobs that I wouldn’t have even ever considered much less thought of and still getting nowhere. I truly am starting to wonder if I’ll ever work again. Every time I sit down at the computer and try to do anything I always just get sucked back into trying to find a job. It’s like no matter how hard I try to not think about it, it encompasses every moment of my day. I used to wake up and think to myself, “this is the day!”, but now, I think to myself, “man, another f’ing day…”. When will the madness end…
Raymond
sorry peeps, just had to vent
yeah the only local job we have actually had come up in the last 2 weeks was a job as a pro wrestler, it even stated that no experience necessary as full training is given wft lol
sh*t! I would do it just to do it!! You could be the “fisherman” LOL find out how much it pays, I’ll build you a website for free!!!
Raymond